am deeply in love with you

yoochun..

you know what?

am so in love with you..

no just idol-fan love..

its true love...

i have a feeling that we will meet one day...

not fan meeting..

but a real meet...

they way we meet will be real special..

this feeling is so strong..

if you are married..

i have no idea what i will do..

mayb all my friends and family will keep me away the fact that you are married..

hmmm..

but i know..

this day will come..

you will still be occupied by one real special lucky girl..

and that girl will never be me.................

yoochun.. wish you all the best..

your life..

your love..

your family..

your career..

and your dearly me xD~

nitexx..

sleep tight xD

NEW- LUCIFER by SHINee~

aigu..

this one really nice!!!

love it...

Emo... just too emo

first i wanna apologize to JOEL KHOO for not being able no reply him x(...

i'm just too emo..

i don't feel like talking..

all i wanna do is CRY~

i went to my room..

i pull out the stack of files...

its full of DBSK's stuff inside...

three files full..

two photo albums...

i put my earphone into my ear.. and i started to sing while i flip my albums around..

the next second.. i can't see anymore..

tears burst like mad... seriously.. i don't know whats wrong with me yesterday...

singing while you crying will hurt your throat badly.. believe me!!!

i got 5 cuts on my left arm.. *shut up!! don't tell my mum*

and you guys should know that i really wanted the tattoo same as yoochun's..

and i even sometimes argue with my mum about this..

yesterday..

in my dreams...

i got scolded by yoochun..

everything is so real..

i remembered every single thing so clearly...

i told him that i wanted to have each and every tattoo he had on his body..

YooChun: what la you? i know how it feels... it feels pain!! and i don't want you to suffer..

Me: nevermind la... time will wash the pain ...

YooChun: no way...

Me: WHY??????????? i don't care...

YooChun: whats that on your arm?

*he saw my cuts*

Me: no ... nothing.. then i ran away....

he hold me tightly and scold me sadly...

I woke up...

face wet..

pillow wet...

hair wet..

lucky its not saliva...

its my tears...

*so real that i even cried*

so.. that explain why i got swollen eyes today...

and now..

everytime.. when i wanted to cut my arms again...

Yoochun's words flash through my mind...

and i'll put down my scissors and softly said...

thank you...

for that dream...

to prove that you love me too ❤❤❤❤❤

Sunday worship link

this is not a real post actually..

just a draft post

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=x0XFqyGMNMU(You Are My King - Amazing Love - Hillsong)

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fRAixhIlv3g(The Freedom We Know - Hillsong)

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RPrK3FP9Yrs(From the Inside Out--Hillsong United)

just ignore this

AlwaysKeepTheFaith!❤

一篇没什么大不了的情信❤

许多人都问我。。

他们有那么好吗？

我什么都没说。。。

只是微笑低头。。。

因为我想。。

不管我怎么说。。他们还是会批评的。。

可是。。

原来我错了。。

我说越多。。他们越赞成。。

有好多不认识他们的朋友。。

都渐渐因为我。。

而成为了仙后。。。

爱着在中的丽婷。。

爱着允浩的荟芩。。

还有。。

永远爱着你的我。。

永远。。

永远。。

都不成改变。。

永远保持信念~

❤❤❤❤❤

another all about yoochun post ❤

hahahahahah~

click to view this!!!

damn funny

love this hairstyle ~

specs ❤

towel??

*faint*

you guys like my new header?

I LOVE IT!!!

❤❤❤