its my sweet 16!!!!!! you think i live 16 years for nothing??!?!?!?!?! you're the one who make me and brought me to this world... i've lived for 16 years!!! can't you celebrate something on my bday? you think i go for a camp cause i really wan nothing for my bday?!!? i just trying to give you some time for preparation on my bday surprise!!!! i wan something!! anything~ surprise me la!!! =[ is it really tat hard? to just put a little afford on my bday? =[ anything la... i don't care.. since i'm away from this total CHAOS!!!! damn it!!!

tada!!!!! heres my wishlist~ i wan tat "thing" on my bed for one night~ =P

i wanna chat a whole night about everything till i'm tired and you can just disappear him away the next day~ =]

watever... i wanna spend xmas with him =[

its my dad's bday... and the whole family is actually waiting for him to come back from work ~ i'm hungry.. and my mum said NO to my precious mee in the cup == i wish i could eat something~ =[ bla bla bla... i'm gonna make a wishlist~ xmas wishlist .... =] hmmmm... working on it~ brb~ bubye~

hey santa... how are you lately? busy with a whole bunch of wishing list huh? though i don't really buy the statement tat you exists... and i actually make a lot of ppl "awake" from their fantasy~ but... can i just randomly wish something .... one thing out of everything you could do.. just do me something special ~ anything~... i just wan a very special fantasy christmas this year.. someone someone from korea would knock me by the streets when i'm walking alone ...snowing... holding a cup of coffee... walking randomly.... and someone knock me and actually said sorry in KOREAN!!! then we started chatting... he is alone and so do i... fantasy.... we went into starbucks and spend our time .... exchange number... or anything... bla bla bla.... and when i'm home... dad would sit there with a box beside him... he close his newspaper and asked me to sit beside him... i took of my shoes... and go do as he said.... then he asked me to open tat small square case which i don't have much hope in watever it contains.... the moment i open up.. only i realized its a new blackberry and RM100 in it ... with a small note writing:" i know you're touched .. but don't cry... use this to buy a phone case you like.... HAPPY SWEET 16 MY GIRL!!!" then i would starting jumping up and down... shouting like a freak.. then my mum asked me in to my room ..... i was hopping up and down into my room... then EVERYTHING in my room changed!!! my bed my cupboard... my EVERYTHING... the bed was actually something something something... the cupboard was actually made and designed by bla bla bla... and the new bath room door.... its waterproof!!!!! WATEVER !!!!! GIVE ME SOMETHING SANTA!!!! I DARE YOU!!! =''''[

20-12-10-----tuition

21-12-10-----musical practice

22-12-10-----times square

23-12-10-----last musical practice

24-12-10-----christmas party =] weeeeeeeee

25-12-10-----CHRISTMAS MUSICAL~

26-12-10-----youthquake

27-12-10-----youthquake

28-12-10-----youthquake

29-12-10-----youthquake

30-12-10-----youthquake

31-12-10-------------------

01-01-11-----melaka

02-01-11-----melaka

03-01-11-----back to school... (fuck this shit!!!) =[

WAT I WANT!~

WAT I GET ==

i wanted to used this opportunity to wish all my SPM candidates friend luck~

1)Angel Wong-WISH YOU ALL THE BEST LO!!!! =] MUST STAY STRONG!! I WANNA SEE YOU TOMORROW ~=]

2)Andrea Yap-NAH!! come on!! miracles happen ALL the time~ =]

3)Jin Lim- though i've done this loads of time~ but still all the best in SPM and your new relationship~ =]

4)Ryan Ong-BRO!!! lol~ i know you can get straight As one~ =] hwaiting!! =]

5)Samuel Lau- haha... all the best yeah~ =]

6)Joanna T.M- you too.. anna~ all the best ~ GOD bless~

is tat all? hmm.. just in case i left out some of you guys~ here are for ALL of SPM candidates=

ALL THE BEST!!!! =] GOD BLESS!!

randomness ~

CAMP!!! =] i'm in love with wat i did today la.. i wanted to do it over and over again~ =]

DEDICATED TO MY STUDENT~JOEL KHOO~=]

ISN'T THIS AWESOME?!?!?!?!?

hmm.. its been a long time again... i'm so emo lately... =[ its just because i couldn't see someone who i wanted to see so badly again anymore... =''[ i missed that someone so much.. i actually bang my head on my cupboard when i was day dreaming... =[ i'm so dizzy.. =P its almost holiday... i'm gonna have a busy one this year.. not working ~ but learning.. i'm having 2 camps in this holiday.. =) i love camps!! i'm going out with my friends this 30/11/10 ... sunway LAGOON!!! its been a long time since i went...next big thing is... Christmas musical.. and also Christmas party~ i'm supposed to buy something related to kungfu.. wat kind of crap is tat? if anyone had any idea.. do inform yeah =) i really need advises~
due to my bad result.. i won't be online anytime i want anymore.. cause i'm afraid that my dad would just kill me ~ =P .. thats all i guess...~ peace~

wow.. now only i realize its been a VERY VERY VERY long time... haixx.. you guys should know i'm busy isn't it? exams... no time at alll.... okok.. i admit... i din't even really study.. all i do is just look at the book... and saliva all over it... thats all...... i'm lazy i guess... thats all... went to a "gay" party today.. lol.. jkjk~ its actually a guy party.. all guys... last minute invited... so i went... i'm the one and only girl... =P but it was so much fun~ went 1U bout noon after visiting... =] bought nothing but JYJ's YG cover ~ its just so nice.. i really wanna hold it all over the mall.. hehe.. showing of.. =P went to a music shop... its sell cds and dvds.. i saw non JYJ's cds and dvds.. so.. i said kinda loud.. non JYJ??!?!?!? damn~ then a cassie walk over and ask are you looking for special edition o normal? she was actually helping me~ ='] i was so touch~ then i asked whether she went to the showcase o not.. she said her mother was hospitalised that day... may GOD bless her~ =]... hmmmm.. i guess thats all for today~ =] nights~

sorry for not updating yday.. was pretty sick.. can't barely wake up..

and today.. took one panadol.. and it actually cure everything..

i hope i would be available for exam tomorrow =[

owh damn.. i'm so hungry right now.. =[

guess i better get going =]

bye~

pictures as i promised ~ =]

hmm.. lets see... nothing interesting happened today..

watched the 2nd EP of yoochun's drama~

i seriously would do anything to be with him... =P

but.. you know... no such thing will ever happen~

but.. at least i get to see him this sunday~ owh damn.. why time passed so slow~

hmm.. guess tats all.. =p

bye~ bye~

omfg omfg omfg omfg omfg omfg omfg omfg omfg omfg omfg omfg omfg omfg!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

the wristband is with me already!!!!!!!!!!!!1

hell yeah!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! pictures will be update soon =]

OMFG~

micky fever on!!!

watch sungkwangkwan's scandal on channel 391 just now..

please do support it always guys~ =]

it's so freaking nice to watch~

every monday and tuesday 9.00pm~

tumblr.. is a place to see awesome pictures..

blog... is a place to write my diary..

facebook.. is a place for me to communicate with my friends freely.. =]

i'm so so so totally out of this world..

i hope now i'm back =P

i'm going to update my blog once a day...

or mayb more.. =]

i got loads of stuff to tell..

i'm now single.. totally single and available..

we broke up... =[

yeah.. how sad.. you ask me why? no idea...

mayb he can't give me wat i want.. tats all =P

went for dental check up today....

scaling.. =P then.. mayb next few weeks.. must go again..

to see if i would be able to get the braces o not =]

wish me luck.. =)

tiring day

watched "friday the 13th" today =P

scary~ i know..

but i saw some 18++ stuff too~lol~

but we skipped~

cause heidi was there~

watching with us ==

lmao~

JASON JASON JASON lol~

i guess i better go wipe my mask off... =)

[peace]

24/09/10

hmm.. this post was actually to replace friday~

i cut my hand AGAIN~ 2 cuts~

and yet i got scold from my bf for doing that =(

he said one cut.. no contact for one month... =P

haixxx.. i just felt so freaking damn depressed~

i felt suffocated in school.. writing notes without feeling my own hands =(

then all of a sudden.. i saw my scissors... i took it out.. i put it in my pocket...i asked to go for toilet..

i cut 2.. then i stop.. =)

luckily.. =P

my friends scolded me.. they said they don't wan a friend like that.. doesn't want a friend who doesn't even love herself.. =) i'm touched for that moment =)

but i like the way it hurts.. thats all.. suicide? NEVER!! =P

then... that night.. in studio..

all my mates.. make me express myself out =)

i just love how it felt when i dance =)

that's all i guess =)

[peace]

hahahhaa~ obviously its edited~ but i liked it =P

DAMN!!i had a big crush on them =P

take a look guys~

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZPlOqyGWvbk

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UcmEU-MgHOI&feature=related

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kkzZB0rylLo&feature=related

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hBAOh_CyVC8&feature=related

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nqj6ztaXv_Q&feature=related

IＬＯＶＥTHEM!!

especially MC40 =)

• omg.. this is so damn freaking correct =)
• this is actually a pencil =)
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