Sunday, 8 August 2010

no idea ...

If I were a princess..
I would choose to live in the kingdom of DBSK.
Because there will be 5 gorgeous prince to go crazy over me..
I'm so tired of being crazy over them...
should i rest?
I'm exhausted...
of waiting...
But if it wasn't you who cheer me up...
I may stuck in that scary desert forever..
I need you here with me right here.. right now...
desperately wanting for you...
After living like this for a long time...
I realize that I can only make myself feel better by hurting myself...
Your dream doesn't really work anymore...
The cuts makes me feel much safer...
I can't control anymore...
Whenever I'm down..
The only thing I'll find for is my RED scissors in my RED pencil case and cut my arm for RED blood...
-thecrazyrubyred-