Proud (english version)*self cover*

walking on the road

i'd think of walking back

seeing your tears i tear as well

memories i just can't miss

my pic of our past

a timeless sentiment

every heartbeat that i feel

is every mile i step away from you

every night i count

i'd wish of holding you

an arrow in my chest

is what i feel now

can't you feel the pain

from the day you left me here

you've always been the one

am proud of

more than anyone

even if today

my mind can still recall

the time you saved my heart

from the pain i felt

everything had already passed

through the way

you changed my whole life

proud of your love

someday i will face the world all by myself

i miss the way you hold my hands

and every smile you share with me

tonight i will pray real hard

you'll soon be with me

i never thought of losing you

for all these time

i knew you love me too

even if the strongest storm

would come our way

i promise that i will always be there for you

can't you feel the pain

from the day you left me here

you've always been the one

am proud of

more than anyone

even if today

my mind can still recall

the time you save my heart

from the pain i felt

everything had already passed

through the way you changed my whole life

can't you feel the pain?

from the day you left me here

you've always been the one

am proud of

more than anyone

even if today

my mind can still recall

the time you saved my heart

from the pain i felt

everything had already passed

through the way you changed my whole life

proud of your love

proud of your love

proud of your love

proud of your love

proud of your love

proud of your love

The perfect men i have ever meet in my life...

here.. i represent MICKY PARK YOOCHUN!!

you better click PLAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

AKTF wristband project

should i ask RACHEL YAP to help me collect?

xD~

all about changmin post

no caption.. why?

cause even his pics can make me *faint* LOL

am deeply in love with you

yoochun..

you know what?

am so in love with you..

no just idol-fan love..

its true love...

i have a feeling that we will meet one day...

not fan meeting..

but a real meet...

they way we meet will be real special..

this feeling is so strong..

if you are married..

i have no idea what i will do..

mayb all my friends and family will keep me away the fact that you are married..

hmmm..

but i know..

this day will come..

you will still be occupied by one real special lucky girl..

and that girl will never be me.................

yoochun.. wish you all the best..

your life..

your love..

your family..

your career..

and your dearly me xD~

nitexx..

sleep tight xD

NEW- LUCIFER by SHINee~

aigu..

this one really nice!!!

love it...

Emo... just too emo

first i wanna apologize to JOEL KHOO for not being able no reply him x(...

i'm just too emo..

i don't feel like talking..

all i wanna do is CRY~

i went to my room..

i pull out the stack of files...

its full of DBSK's stuff inside...

three files full..

two photo albums...

i put my earphone into my ear.. and i started to sing while i flip my albums around..

the next second.. i can't see anymore..

tears burst like mad... seriously.. i don't know whats wrong with me yesterday...

singing while you crying will hurt your throat badly.. believe me!!!

i got 5 cuts on my left arm.. *shut up!! don't tell my mum*

and you guys should know that i really wanted the tattoo same as yoochun's..

and i even sometimes argue with my mum about this..

yesterday..

in my dreams...

i got scolded by yoochun..

everything is so real..

i remembered every single thing so clearly...

i told him that i wanted to have each and every tattoo he had on his body..

YooChun: what la you? i know how it feels... it feels pain!! and i don't want you to suffer..

Me: nevermind la... time will wash the pain ...

YooChun: no way...

Me: WHY??????????? i don't care...

YooChun: whats that on your arm?

*he saw my cuts*

Me: no ... nothing.. then i ran away....

he hold me tightly and scold me sadly...

I woke up...

face wet..

pillow wet...

hair wet..

lucky its not saliva...

its my tears...

*so real that i even cried*

so.. that explain why i got swollen eyes today...

and now..

everytime.. when i wanted to cut my arms again...

Yoochun's words flash through my mind...

and i'll put down my scissors and softly said...

thank you...

for that dream...

to prove that you love me too ❤❤❤❤❤

Sunday worship link

this is not a real post actually..

just a draft post

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=x0XFqyGMNMU(You Are My King - Amazing Love - Hillsong)

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fRAixhIlv3g(The Freedom We Know - Hillsong)

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RPrK3FP9Yrs(From the Inside Out--Hillsong United)

just ignore this