tiring day

watched "friday the 13th" today =P

scary~ i know..

but i saw some 18++ stuff too~lol~

but we skipped~

cause heidi was there~

watching with us ==

lmao~

JASON JASON JASON lol~

i guess i better go wipe my mask off... =)

[peace]

24/09/10

hmm.. this post was actually to replace friday~

i cut my hand AGAIN~ 2 cuts~

and yet i got scold from my bf for doing that =(

he said one cut.. no contact for one month... =P

haixxx.. i just felt so freaking damn depressed~

i felt suffocated in school.. writing notes without feeling my own hands =(

then all of a sudden.. i saw my scissors... i took it out.. i put it in my pocket...i asked to go for toilet..

i cut 2.. then i stop.. =)

luckily.. =P

my friends scolded me.. they said they don't wan a friend like that.. doesn't want a friend who doesn't even love herself.. =) i'm touched for that moment =)

but i like the way it hurts.. thats all.. suicide? NEVER!! =P

then... that night.. in studio..

all my mates.. make me express myself out =)

i just love how it felt when i dance =)

that's all i guess =)

[peace]