tiring day

watched "friday the 13th" today =P

scary~ i know..

but i saw some 18++ stuff too~lol~

but we skipped~

cause heidi was there~

watching with us ==

lmao~

JASON JASON JASON lol~

i guess i better go wipe my mask off... =)

[peace]

24/09/10

hmm.. this post was actually to replace friday~

i cut my hand AGAIN~ 2 cuts~

and yet i got scold from my bf for doing that =(

he said one cut.. no contact for one month... =P

haixxx.. i just felt so freaking damn depressed~

i felt suffocated in school.. writing notes without feeling my own hands =(

then all of a sudden.. i saw my scissors... i took it out.. i put it in my pocket...i asked to go for toilet..

i cut 2.. then i stop.. =)

luckily.. =P

my friends scolded me.. they said they don't wan a friend like that.. doesn't want a friend who doesn't even love herself.. =) i'm touched for that moment =)

but i like the way it hurts.. thats all.. suicide? NEVER!! =P

then... that night.. in studio..

all my mates.. make me express myself out =)

i just love how it felt when i dance =)

that's all i guess =)

[peace]

hahahhaa~ obviously its edited~ but i liked it =P

DAMN!!i had a big crush on them =P

take a look guys~

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZPlOqyGWvbk

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UcmEU-MgHOI&feature=related

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kkzZB0rylLo&feature=related

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hBAOh_CyVC8&feature=related

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nqj6ztaXv_Q&feature=related

IＬＯＶＥTHEM!!

especially MC40 =)

• omg.. this is so damn freaking correct =)
• this is actually a pencil =)
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pheww... lucky i finish my folio just in time.. and i even go to bed earlier than ever~ but my dearie feel asleep i guess =( i wonder how my friends work with their folios... getting ready for school [peace]

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hmm.. today.. i'm gonna be using the com the whole night.. till i finish my folio.. =( darn you folio..

haixx... anyways.. i still enjoy doing it =P seems like my blog changed a lot huh? my friend thought they clicked the wrong link.. sweat == .. but i'm glad they see the difference in me =P hmm.. i'm getting more and more emo lately.. =) should i cut once again? lol.. why not? no harm right? =P

[peace]

• since i can't afford all these.. no harm looking at it right =)
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today's schedule is totally ruined...

i do go for the practice.. it was awesome!!

i seriously pray that EVERYTHING so smooth tomorrow.... =) no worries.. it will!!

and.. for that BBQ party.. i missed it.. i followed my dad for MAC... i had fries with the brand new CHEESE McSHAKER.. it was yummy!! other than that.. i ate double cheeseburger.. and also large sprite.. =) not that bad after all.. i'm tired... already =P

so..i better get going [peace]

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